Monthly Archives: June 2015

Giving It All Away

Downsizing. Minimizing. Letting Go. Decreasing my worldly goods. Lightening my load. Whatever you want to call it, I’m doing it. Again. Still. So what do I do? I buy another storage space. But now wait a minute, give me a … Continue reading

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The World Feels Different Now

Back from Arizona Monday night. Exhausted. Emotionally drained. At moments feeling 5 rather than 65. Needing to find my balance again. Feeling like a computer system rebooting….except that emotions are more complicated than computer systems. They don’t behave in mathematical … Continue reading

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Heart & Soul….Mixed Emotions

During the time my mom became ill, was hospitalized, was diagnosed with cancer, and passed away, my doctor was informing me that my mortality was also at stake due to heart problems, and she was having me tested in various … Continue reading

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My Mom….

Found complete peace Thursday night, just before midnight. I was with her, and because of Hospice care I was allowed to give her medication hourly to keep her comfortable. Jason was there all day and Mandy nearly all day, but … Continue reading

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Tender Times

The month of May brought me from the Most Beautiful And Romantic Wedding of my son Jason and his beautiful bride Mandy, to my moms sudden decline and diagnosis of cancer. The month of June is bringing my mom her … Continue reading

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